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Glory of Gallifrey
In the decaying town of Silent Hill, amidst the rubble and ruin, one of the stranded has uncovered the journal of an unknown. Though its relevance is unknown, at the time of it's discovery, there may well be clues to the fate of those who were, and are, trapped within the strange uncertainty of Silent Hill.
Posted on 2008-07-17 at 04:30:28.
Glory of Gallifrey
I feel like the family dog who jumps in the car tail wagging when the man of the house says go for a ride. It happened like that. Before I knew it i was here, and i can't get back.
I hate this place.
I met them today. Cooperation is my only escape
I had a dream that I was home but they weren't there anymore. It was an empty house. Dr. H---- (name scribbled out) explained how things work. I'm having trouble fitting in.
Maybe if i had anything in common with these people I would behave.
Head hurts. Throat hurts. They play hard. I threw my tapioca at an the wall and they descended on me like locusts. When I opened my eyes I was in this place they call The Quiet Room tied down. o screamed and screamed but nobody came. they left the light on so i don't know how long it was. Or i didin't till i got out. When I was asleep they untied me and i crawled out when i woke up.
Met with Dr. H again. Went over my plan and had to sign a contract. They took away my shoes today becauce i tried to break the glass.
In group, L talked about her goldfish. I told her everything dies. Her parents, her sister, her brother, her fish. Everything and everyone dies. She started to cry and i whispered that if she was ready, I'd help her die too. I didn't have to stay in group but i had to spen the day in my room.
I HATE THIS PLACE
LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT
I won't let them break me. i'll smile at their stupid faces and go along with what they say but I won't break.
I have a roomie now. Her name is F_____ and she is from ###### (crossed out) We could be friends, i think. It woul dbe nice to have someone to talk to.
Spent hours talking to F about home. I told her how they packed suitcases and they said it was a surprise vacation and they gave me a drink that made me sleepy. i told her how everything got all blurry and then i didn't remember but I woke up in this room. She told me that when she got here, it was in chains and Dr. H took her into a little room in the basement and gave her a shot then made her do all these tests. She said she was supposed to be part of this new drug testing.
F has a new room. I'm alone again.
F and i were in the rec room playing chess and she started having convulstions. W said she was epileptic. i think she would have mentioned that to me.
Posted on 2008-07-17 at 04:54:10.
Glory of Gallifrey
They took away my journal. It was over nothing. I didn't do anything. There was a new girl, and she and P circled each other like dogs. It was okay for a few hours. Then the new girl, L, walked by P's table and pushed all the cards off. P had worked so hard on that house of cards. She stood up and slugger L and then it was like a switch flipped in everyone. There was a riot. I may have accidentally and completely unintentionally stabbed K or W with a fork.
In the neck.
I was covered in blood. It sprayed everywhere. And they locked me in 4 Points again and sent Dr. H to see me. Every single freaking day. I think at one point he was there for a few days. I have to go now, it's time for group.
Dinner was craptastic. something pink. Maybe it was suppsed to be salmon. I hate fish. So I stabbed K. I like K, so it was totally an accdent but she's gone now. They moved her to work on a different floor. So where... ok. Dr. H was there with me. He dressed me and fed me and talked to me. THey played music. Classicla music. They played videos on the cieling of bunnies and happy families. I never realized hoe good looking Dr. H is. He has great hands. I think he purposely copped as many feels as he could.
Dr. H. invited me to have tea with him tomorrow out in the garden. It is his day off and he arranged for me to have a day pass but i cant leave the grounds.
It's been a week since we (blacked out with marker) and tonight he said he will sneak me out to his office if i want. I want someoen to talk to about it but i dont have anyone. I miss F.
I tolf Dr. H it was a bad idea and he said he thought about it and agreed. he said he loves me too much to put my recovery in danger. But i'm not broken anymore! why cant he see that? Yes i used to hate him but he is so sweet, and i am not jealous at all that he has been spending so much time with L. she's a freak. she needs all the saessions she can get.
Posted on 2008-07-24 at 05:16:34.
Glory of Gallifrey
F had another siezure but this is bad. Her eyes started to bleed. W said it nwas just my imagination. Dr. H agrees that something is wrong. He took F somewhere when i beggd him to help her. she wont be back for a while he says. meanwhile P and L are in seperate wings because they keep fighting. L tripped her int he rec room and P fell and busted her lip. She threw the radio at L and they both went away.
Dr. H said I am ready to take my treatment to the next level. I siad i was scared and he laughed a little. I'm going to have my first advanced session next week.
F is dead. She came for a visit from another floor and had a big siezure in front of me and died. she was bleeding from her nose and her ears and her eyes and her mouth.
I found a letter under my bed. it was from F and the first line said "if you love me do not tell anyone about this letter." reading something wrtten by someone who is dead is freaking me out.
He loves me.
He said I have to eat something or he has to give me a tube. I told him to go #$%^& himself. I read the letter.
F said, in her letter, that Dr H was her lover and when she was so head over heels he told he she was ready for advanced sessions. She said he took her to the basement late at night when everyone was asleep and gave her injections and made her take tests and locked her in a room where there was just loud angry music and flashing lights and it was scary. He would write things downa nd she would cry and he would comfort her and they would (blacked out with marker) till it was morning. i didnt want to believe it but she told me about a mark he has that only can be seen in that kind of relationship. I feel sick.
Posted on 2008-07-24 at 05:37:25.
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