'Fine, then do it. Kill me off. Finish me here and now. Hell, if you wanted to you could kill Donlad while your at it, I know you love him, so he'll probabaly end up the same why I am...why not just put him out of his misery now. After that you can take care of the rest of them. You'll be doing me a f***ing favor Dawn. You've seen my life, and I sure as hell can't expect a better one without the ability to trust anyone...'
He felt her mind shake.
'Kill me Dawn, kill me and get it over with so you can go using every other guy you meet...'
He meant to sound harsh. He was so hurt, so angry. He loved her...how could he say those things.
Posted on 2009-05-03 at 06:46:06.
Edited on 2009-05-03 at 06:49:00 by Babaloo
It had worked...he felt like an ass, but it had worked.
'Dawn. I want you to know...your the most beautiful person I've ever met in my life. And I am so in love in love with you, I can't think straight when I'm around you. I would do anything...have done anything for you...I need you Dawn, I need you to keep me sane...alive.'
He felt the warmth of his emotions leaking into her thoughts.
'You're my best friend, and my worst enemy at the same time Dawn. You can make me melt with even the slightest touch' he though about when they had slept together, she felt the thought too. 'You can also hurt me without trying...I don't want to lose you...I can't lose you.'
Posted on 2009-05-03 at 06:54:39.
Edited on 2009-05-03 at 06:56:11 by Babaloo
He had an answer to that...but he couldn't say it. She wouldn't understand. It would be so sudden. Hell, it didn't even make sense to him...how someone like that could end up there...
He knew he'd been special all his life, but he never suspected that. He didn't deserve that. Then he wondered how in the hell he had chanced to fall inl love with the light godess' daughter. Life worked in starnage ways.
'I don't think I should...he might get mad at me for it.'
He thought back at how tender he had been toward Adrian. So much different then how he used to know him...why had he changed...he had only figured out a few houra ago himself. When he'd been standing nude at Dawns window, the women below weren't what made him duck, it was the presence in his mind...it told him..and congratulated him...
'The man you spoke to...when you entered the realm of the spirits...wasn't just the spirit of fire. That was my father...thats why he looked like me, he only lied about it to make you think otherwise.'
He knew he shouldn't have told her. Now she had even more reason not to love him. Destiny and rules forbid them being together, and yet she loved him before...honestly loved him. How would she feel now, knowing that divinity was trying to seperate them so they could be with other people.
No...he could re-write the rule books...
Posted on 2009-05-03 at 07:23:31.
Edited on 2009-05-04 at 03:50:35 by Babaloo